Writing

Books

a meme of Mr. Turner from Fairly Odd Parents. in the top panel, he motions towards an empty pedastle with the text "this is where I'd put my published work". in the bottom panel, he is hunched over his hands and looking very frustrated with the text "if I had any".

Poetry

Love is a Canceled Death Date - (Oct 2025)

an emotion-blind love poem for my first dog.

New Year in the Fall - (Aug 2025)

an entry for the We Are Here newsletter, when prompted to write about what fall means for you. I didn't get featured :'3

Diagnoses - (Aug 2025)

inspired by the poem below, but more about my personal experience with psychiatry.

Epidemiological Study - (Aug 2025)

baby's first political poem!!

Stay a Little Longer - (Apr 2025)

written when I noticed the beginning of my first dog's health issues in her old age.

Recurrent Dreams: Role Play - (Apr 2025)

the most recurrent kind of dream I used to have (and the most frustrating too).

Recurrent Dreams: Self Destruction - (Apr 2025)

a very common dream to have, but one that I used to experience in a very particular way.

Recurrent Dreams: Criminal Record - (Apr 2025)

a dream I had very frequently after going no contact with my bio mom, but faded with time.

Recurrent Dreams: Put Down - (Apr 2025)

one of the dreams I had most in college, when the only thing keeping me alive was my dog.

Recurrent Dreams: Tweezers - (Apr 2025)

dreams that I had while recovery from severe depression, once I was past the worst of it.

Recurrent Dreams: Breakup - (Apr 2025)

one of the dreams I had most during a rough patch in one of my relationships where I repressed a lot of my emotions.

Recurrent Dreams: Universal - (Apr 2025)

the beginning of a series of poems I wrote to hopefully make sense of and move past some recurrent dreams I kept having.

Degeneration - (Jan 2025)

a less-disorganized version of a poem I wrote in high school.

What If? - (Nov 2023)

my acceptance of the system integration I had experienced, and my ideas at the time of what might come in the future.

Beneath My Eyelids - (Aug 2023)

written about one of my characters, but heavily inspired by the music video for the song "Halzion" by YOASOBI.

Autobiographical Prose

Dolls and Ostriches - (Jun 2025)

the note document where I induced an integration via automatic writing, followed by the push and pull between me (as Jasper) and the personalities that were fusing. outside of the censor bars, colors, and the visual descriptions of the imagery I saw in brackets, everything is exactly as it was written real-time.

I Am Plural - (May 2024)

my journey to identifying with plurality instead of a diagnosis, with the twists and turns of system exclusionism, social isolation, recovery, and radical acceptance.

Blogs

Cigarettes and Scratchcards - (Aug 2025)

a little more like an essay than a blog, summarizing years worth of my frustrations about how welfare recipients are viewed in the US as someone on disability benefits that receives SNAP.