(9/27/25) I originally planned on having all my adoptables/things I've adopted in custom div boxes that change depending on theme and uhhh I think I gotta pull the plug on that idea because it's very scopey. I've been sitting on the final drawing for just the adopted food table for months and even opening the file makes me want to crash :'3 I'll just take the adopted/adoptable pages down while I fix them because otherwise they'll be broken for a while
(9/26/25) I really need to work up the nerve to work on this website again. I generally crash because I either gave myself too much to do at once or I abruptly don't like something major because I changed as a person since the time of making it. like, I realized that the way I write about myself here just isn't really how I view myself in real life. I have an identity alright, but I don't think of myself outside of the terms of my creations much.
(9/8/25) there i go crashin again!!
(9/4/25) nice argument, however I have already blown your back out in my immersive daydream where we are homosexuals in ancient Rome
(9/3/25) also, I'm stable enough to finally have a deep breath through my nose feel good and steady me. it's not the first thing I do when I'm stressed, but once I have a grip on things, I take a few deep breaths to finish calming down. I wish I could gift this kind of stability to people I love.
(9/3/25) I recently learned how to talk through my feelings with myself again, I just have to do it out loud and not frame it like a communication because as I've integrated I have started to have less and less declarative thoughts that are conveyed with words in my head. I have been spending more time outside than ever, because whenever I feel stuck on something, I just step out on the porch and talk.
